Hello friends, how are you today? How was your week? Did you spend time with the Lord, every day, this week? What are you reading? Right now, I am toggling between Ezekiel and Proverbs 31. Sometimes I forget the standard the Lord has called me to, and Proverbs 31 reminds me that the Lord has not lowered the bar. This week has been absolutely glorious. The weather has been in the 50°s and low 60°s every day this week, with bright beautiful sunshine, every day except Monday. Isn’t our Lord amazing? I went running three times this week and a friend and I are weight training, two days each week. Jazz has been a nightmare though, almost demanding in her right to be outside. I’ve had to remind her on more than one occasion, she is an indoor cat; she is only allowed outdoors, when her human owners go outside; which to her defense isn’t very often. But we did leave the windows open, in that way she can enjoy the outdoors without really being outside. It’s all the same, right?
Have you ever thought about it? Are you worth it? I know instinctively you want to say ‘yes’, but are you really? Am I? Sometimes I wonder… it’s so easy to enjoy salvation while forgetting the cost. I watched a clip of the ‘Passion of the Christ’, just the crucifixion bit, and while watching, I could not help but ask the Lord that question. Was I worth it, Lord? Forget the ‘whole world’ (John 3:16) was I; ME; was I worth it? Sometimes, I don’t know…
I don’t know if I’m worth the betrayal of a friend.
I don’t know if I’m worth the denial of another.
Am I worth the jeering and shaming of the crowd?
Am I worth it? Are you?
I don’t know if I’m worth the ‘guilty’ verdict passed by the very people, who came for healing and to be fed.
I just don’t know…
Am I worth the load of the cross on a back that is already bruised and battered from an undeserved and unprovoked beating?
Am I worth the indignity of the mockery of the solders?
Am I worth it? Are you?
I just don’t know…
Am the worth the nails?
Am I worth the horror of the cross?
Did I deserve the death of this MAN?
Am I? Are you? We don’t deserve it, but I’m so glad He thought we were worth it. Let’s choose to live life abundantly, for the cost of our salvation came with too great a price.
41 responses to “AM I WORTH IT?”
Hello Brenda,
I, Elfriede, from the husband wife team (Mike is the author and I do all the rest with website, social media etc) am so glad you found our blog so that I could get connected to yours. Really like your post “Am I worth it?”. You are right that I have asked myself this question and still cannot wrap my head around how much HE loves me/us to go through all the shame, torture, crucifixion and rejection. Thank you for sharing. Blessings in Him, Elfriede
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Thank you so very much for this comment 💐 praise the Lord for such unfailing love ❤️ great is our Lord. Thank you for stopping by
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Psalms 45:13 The king’s daughter is all glorious within: her clothing is of wrought gold.
You are so worth it!
Ron
http://www.theburningheart.com
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Thank you 😊 and thanks for that verse, I love it ❤️ May the Lord bless you
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Hmm deep post & message indeed. I often ask myself similar questions. It puts me in a place to take the free of salvation more seriously. God paid the full price that no one not even my self could have paid to be set free from sin, hell & death. I’m nothing without Him. Thank you Lord for seeing your daughter worthy of dying for. Amen! Blessings & grace to you. 🙂
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Amen 🙏🏽 indeed thank You, Lord for that free gift if salvation. Praise the Lord for His love and unending grace
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Amen! Glory to God forever!! Blessings to you & the family! 🙂
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Jazz is so sweet!!
And wow beautiful words and thoughts!! Thanks for sharing Brenda!!
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She is adorable, but she gets into everything ❤️❤️ Thank you, my friend and May the Lord bless you
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Amen!! I don’t feel worth it, but God decided that we are worth the death of His Son. I am so thankful everyday that we are worth it to Him. God Bless!
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Amen 🙏🏽 we may be worthy of such a Sacrifice, but praise the Lord, He said we are worth it! It’s good to be thought of in this light, to our great God
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Amen!
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Amen! Beautiful words for thought. Thank you for sharing
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Praise the Lord, to our Great God be all the glory
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God the Father and Jesus Christ our Savior demonstrated their love for us “while we were still sinners” (Rom. 5:8)–not worthy! Who would ever think of the idea of being friends with the Son of God who created everything, yet Jesus calls us “friends” (John 15:15). Too often we act like dumb sheep yet the Great Shepherd laid down His life for us! (John 10:15). I never gave a thought to “Am I worth it?” regarding my human father and mother, and I don’t feel the need to ask it when it comes to my heavenly Father and older Brother any more than I would expect my four kids to ask themselves that question. Yes, they are worth it to this Dad!
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I love your every comment ❤️❤️ You’re always right on point. Thank you for commenting. May the Lord bless you
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Good post! We definitely aren’t deserving of the sacrifice Jesis made so that we could enter heaven – just look at us! I am so thankful that our God determined that we are WORTH saving! We have to remember (I have to remember!!) that my WORTH is determined by HIM, not this world! We don’t deserve saving, but we are WORTH saving, AMEN!
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Praise the Lord for His great grace and mercy. Because of His Sacrifice, the throne of grace is available to us
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Great thought – am I worthy? And, of course, the answer is no – except that He loves me so He has made me worthy. I think if we have been a Christian very long, we can easily forget the terrible price He paid. I pray that I will never take His sacrifice for granted. Happy Resurrection Day!
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Amen 🙏🏽 and amen 🙏🏽 Barbara. May we never forget the cost of our salvation, may we never forget the price that was paid to cover our debt
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I’ve had very similar thoughts. I’ve been studying the gospels this week, mostly Matthew and Luke. As Jesus instituted a new covenant with his apostles he reminded them to “keep doing this in remembrance of me” (Luke 22:19,20). As the bread and wine were passed, I’m reminded of his sacrifice and Jehovah God’s underserved kindness. I’m grateful, humbled and moved to put Jehovah first in my life. He offered up the best and what was most precious. Shouldn’t I do the same?
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Yes, yes and amen 🙏🏽 what grace! What mercy! What Sacrifice! Blessed be the Lord
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We are not worthy of it, we were not worth the sacrifice but that’s why he came because we NEEDED it! He loved us beyond anything we can know. We do not deserve it on a daily basis but we have it. Amen!
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Amen and amen with you ✝️ How thankful I am for the cross ☦️
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As well as I!
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I sometimes ponder on that question the psalmist asked when he said, “What am I am that you are mindful of me.” For I am nothing but dust… But in Isaiah 54:9, in His words, God tells us through Isaiah that “With everlasting love, I will have compassion on you says the LORD, your Redeemer.” Isaiah is telling us that we are worth it to God. Don’t you go saying am not worth it when the cross shows how impossibly valuable you are to the Father and to the Lord Jesus Christ and to the Holy Spirit. It’s incredible, but it’s true! Only the Lord Jesus knows the value of your soul and that is why he asks (in Mark 8:36) this question of every single human being, “What shall profit a man if he gains the whole world but loses his own soul?” https://femiroyalblog.com/2019/03/29/the-greatest-sacrifice/
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I’m glad He found me worthy, not because of me but because He gave me worth ❤️ May the Lord bless you
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Thanks, and may the Lord bless you too 🙂
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I have had the same thoughts. I also think about the difference between worthy as in deserving of Jesus’s sacrifice which I am not. Worth it is in the mind and heart of the person giving or providing. So while I am not worthy of Jesus’s sacrifice, for some reason I cannot understand out of his love for us, to him we are worth it.
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He gave us worth, because we are created in His image and such love is really too unfathomable for me, I’m glad He found me worthy
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I know that it does not answer your question, but I am meditating on the effective delivery of the Word of God no matter which Scripture I study. So just an hour and a half away from delivering a Good Friday message, as I refer to the Friday of two thousand years ago, I am asking, “Was it really a good Friday or a bad Friday?” And does God indicate His opinion about that Friday anywhere in His Word. Have a Great Friday.
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May the Lord give you wisdom as you study and get ready. I suppose it really doesn’t matter what term we ascribe to this day, it serves the same purpose, does it not? Without that death and burial and resurrection of our Lord, salvation could not be
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I think terms do matter. They can clarify or distort. Better to be clear than unclear.
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I do believe that if the Bible doesn’t say whether it’s good or bad, then everything else is left to man’s interpretations, thereby making it an opinion 😀
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I made it clear in my sermon that the Bible is clear about whether it is good or bad or otherwise and not merely man’s opinion. It merely requires more than a superficial seach. But we do not have to agree. I am certainly about being biblically accurate and not ambiguous.
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This is exactly what I was talking to God about last night. But to me, it was more like I was attempting to validate my worth but what I have accomplished. He had to remind me that his love for me and my identity had nothing to do with me getting funded for grad school.
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Amen 🙏🏽 my friend. And that’s exactly what grace is, isn’t it? The Lord gives us what we don’t deserve
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Wonderful thoughts. I’m not worthy but that’s why He came anyway and lives to draw all of us to Him – through a relationship and not religion. 🙂
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He has made us worth it. Wow. You pose insightful and pointed questions.
And, sounds like you are making great progress on your physical goals. Way to go!
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May the Lord bless you, my friend
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Amen 🙏🏽 praise the Lord for the cross ✝️
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